orange-rouge

2006-06-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

angela flew off back to phillippines this morning. shes going to uni der. n its only mintues away frm her home. how cool is tt? gonna miss her. its quite a strange feeling to know that ur fren is leaving the country n u'll never know wen she'll ever be back. hmms. rather sad.. ohwells all da best aj! :)

2006-06-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

yes, the attachment wk is over. had gr8 fun n loads of papercuts too.. ahahs. had one on my wrist and it looked as tho i mutilated myself or sumthink. stings lyk hell. n ders another on the joint of my left index finger. ouch. a deeper cut. wus trying to assemble a cardboard box n cut myself. ohwells. guess i cn have these scars for memory sake. hmms. im tokin abt nuthin but cuts huhs. ohwells. got to start on my revision. commont tests are less den 3 weeks away. arrgggh.

2006-05-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today wus utterly superb! ok, for me it is. i wus attached to Dr Claire today. she wus doing home doctoring that morning.n unlyk clara, i had transport! took our rides in her mpv to 3 houses, one at jurong, den bt batok n finally at west coast. N of course, all the patients had different stories to tell.

At 1st i wus pretty nervous being in the same car with dr claire. a doctor! thought it wud be pretty intimidationg being with sum1 hus of much superior knowledge n experience den me.. but hey, she wus cool n nvr forgot to explain things about her patients to me..

the 1st patient wus an old woman hu lives at jurong. n wen i say old, i mean old. shes a hundred n 3 to be exact. wayy cool. but her condition wus abit sad. she had lost her appetite for sumtym n wus down to her skin n bones. she also had bed sores n all. dr claire let me listen to her lungs with her stethoscope. n yeah, the check up went on for awhile. n guess how old her caregiver is. her daughter is 72! gosh. n shes all strong n all. they were speaking dialects n all, so i cuden relli understand. but hey, one does not nid to understand wad dr calire wus talking to be impressed wif her skills. she wus very professional, always taking not of wad the patient, family member n even the maid has to say.

we went to the nxt 2 houses at bt batok n west coast aft that. i learnt alot of things, tho i wish i cud understand dialects to better learn frm the attachment. nonetheless, it wus a priceless experience. n several common terms came up.lyk dementia, which means a degenration of the brain causing memory loss, odd behaviours n etc.

one thing that struck me wus how utterly impt language is. dr claire was able to speak dialects to her elderly patients, as well as malay to the indon maids. it wus very impressive. n she did it all without making anyone feel uncomfortable for having to speak in their native tongue. n yeah this is one perfect example of a scenario where good english does not matter, cos hardly anyone speaks it. except for me n dr claire to communicate, of cors.hehes.

den it made me think jus how effective i wud be if i wer to choose to go into the healthcare line in terms of being a doctor or nurse. i dont know any dialects. would that put me at a disadvantage? i shud think so. or perhaps if i wer to be a doctor, i wud prolly stay clear of the field which requires me to. yet, i think its nvr gut to just avoid things lyk that. wad more wif our ageing population n all.ohwells. im dun relli have much time left to make a proper career choice. but im definitely narrowing my choices wif my subject combi n all..ohwells. thats for another time for me to ponder. as for now, off to bed. i've got work tmr!

2006-05-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

work attachment is superb! me, clara n xiao hui were attached to St Luke's hospital at bt baotk.came on monday thinking i'll be doing endless piles of medical records. n yeah, i wus partly right. but hey, our supervisor wus nyce enuff to let us do other things besides just filing stuff.

Kenneth ate lunch wif us on da 1st day thinking we din kno our way around wen actually, clara knows bt batok real well coss thats practically her neighbourhood lah.. ahahs aniwaes, he tok to us abit n i tink aft that, he decided to attach us to different departments. uber cool. he wanted to rotate us around 3 departments frm tues to thurs.

Tues: i wus sent off to day rehab. its were all the previous in-patients come for rehabilitaion to help them move n werk their muscles as per normal agaiin. der wer many physiotherapist around too..the 1st 10 mins was ok. den, the next 3 n a half hrs wus agonizing. i cuden relli do much cos most of the therapists were bz with the patients. n of course, i wus afraid i wud get in their way so diden relli approach dem to ask qns. n der wus this one therapists hu said to me :" u must ask qns... hu knows this mite be ur job one day.." n im lyk, ya rite. i have absolutely no patience n i dun tink i'll be able to tahan the patients rants n what nots. but of cors, i din say dat. jus gave my sheepish grin n went off pretending to pester sum therapist and ask qns...

but it wus not all boring der. observed quite alot of stuff. n im utterly amazed at this particular therapist named chichi. yes, chichi. cute ehs? ahahss. she came frm myanmar about 2 years ago n alreadi she wus speaking chinese n malay. n i tink she knew dialects too! wayy cool. n she wus ultra patient wif the patients.hehehs.quite a petite lady. wonder how she manage to support her patients and all. i guess she got used to it over time..

den aft lunch, we went back to the MRO to do our medical records agaiin. it wus ok lah. we did shredding of the old files. wonder y dey must take so much trouble. its nt lyk anyone's gg to steal empty files.. ohwells. i nvr knew shredding cud be quite fun. we used to shredding machine to shred thousands of files, literally. n yeah, clara, xiao hui n i were pretty violent to the poor machine. especially xiao hui. hehe. nvr knew so much strength cud come out of such a petite gerl. n yeah, we broke apart the trash compartment several times. but hey, being the pros that we are, we got it back it one piece over n over n over agaiin.

2006-05-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

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Michael buble!!!

2005-10-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

10/10/05 .Michael buble wus superb!! one smooth guy.. he sounds damn good live, a genuine singer, not those phony ones that cant sing live.. n ya, he may dance wieerdd but wat da heck hes damn suaave.. versatile too. his voice wus damn powerful. watched him with my sis in de cheapest seat.. but hes damn tiny! cant see clearly. but he wus xcellent. n just lyk wad he called us de audience, he wus bloody brilliant. ahahs. his fav phrases.. you wanker..bloody brilliant..

some cool highlights..

- he sang his opening singing Feeling good

- sang Home with piano accompaniment onliee

- he sang a song telling us not to have flash photography.. den wad the heck. he posed fur us!

pitied those relli at the back hu cuedn capture him..so guess wad?

he ran down stage, ran down de aisle past the audience n ran to the back of de stadium to his fans at the vehh bacck.. dang. shud have bought seats there.

- everyone danced to his Save the Last dance for me

- sang maroon five's this Love buble style.. sang Smile by charlie chaplin["did you know he could talk?"] sang opera, sang snippets of you're Beautifel by james blunt. n he even mimicked a woman's voice n mimicked michael jackson..ahahs. damn farniee.

- grabbed his tt one while mimicking MJ. felt guilty cos there wus a young audience. so he offered to sign her an autograph backstage. dang.i wanna be tt girl.

-he came back for an encore. sang Song for you. and at the end, the band stopped playing, he put away his mike n simply sangg. gosh. it wus so loud yet he singing wus flawless.

not too bad fur my first concert.. ahahs tho regret a lil' cos me, being law-abiding din bring camera. stoopid. din even bring binoculars... n yeah a fren at de concert saed he lost weight. good. bet he wus hott.. n yeah he's pretty farniee too, cracking jokes [sum of wic r a lil dirty] din xpect him to be lyk tt.. lyk tt tym he saed he sang MJ cos he wanted to grab his crotch ; a hopeless dancer but listen to his voice n *melts...

still on cloud 9..

2005-08-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

sePet rox!! ahahs.. jus watched dis english cum malay m'sian movie. n its darn sweet! its a love story.. but hey, its darn simbolik can? its funny n its so.. how shall i put it? its so close to heart. cos its an asian film n all. no surprise it won de best asian film award or sumfink. niwaes, sePet is bout a love story btwn a chinese guy n a malay gerl.. but dey speak simple english.. pretty gut speakers i must sae.. n sepet is not a bad werd or anithin. it jus means slit eyes. n in tis film.. de chinese guy's eyes r sho cutee! gosh. niwaes, its funny too. simple filmatography, yet so meaningful. kae i tink im going sasteraish here.. but seriously, it may seem slow paced, but its worth watching de whole show. ppl, must watch! in fact, my sec 3 sis cried watching it! ahahs.. we kept going " aaahh.." n "aaww"..ahahs sho nice..

2005-08-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

read sum strangers blog hu wus a darn racist! gosh. my blood boiled reading it..cos yeah, it wus criticising my race, my faith. its a sensitive issue 2 address, but i feel tt for such a person 2 harbour such thoughts n make it so open.. sheesh. relli.. its too much. i noe a blog is sumthing fur one to xpress his or her feelings. but hey, u shud be smarter den that to write such offensive things. n his views.. lets jus sae he's over-generalising. i mean, if he relli wants to criticise sumtink, hes gotta do sum research. im not sayin tt everyone mus accept fully another's faith n such.. but hey. respect can? tolerance goes a long way.n yeah, we're gonna make sure tt guy dun go scott-free.racism is a vehh lethal weapon tt can break apart a multi-racial community..

2005-07-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

grow old with you

[Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone. We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringin you some in-flight entertainment. One of our first-class passengers has written a song inspired by one of our coach passenger, and since we let our first-class passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is

[Robbie Hart (Singing):]

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad

All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks

Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you

Kiss you

Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you

Feed you

Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink

Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink

I could be the man who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

~the wedding singer~

2005-06-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

de hols wus superb.. went wif my relatives to kl.. in total, der wus abt 20 of us, mostly my cussins. niwaes, we rented a van fur my relatives while my dad brought his 8-seater car. we left on fridae morning..

day 1

de drive to Kl wus preety loong, spent my tym sleeping,tokin to my sis n watch 'a cinderella story' inside de car.. ahahs.de guys went fur fridae prayers while all de gerls sat crammed up in de car. de air-con inside de van wusen werkin well n dey wer feelin damn hot.so yeeah, i wus sittin on de small space at floor of de car while my havin my sister's stinky feet on my lap.yeucks.

checked in de hotel. searched lyk mad fur de place in de confusing streets of kl. de hotel wusen wad i xpected.my mum booked it online, well, lets just say pictures do lie.n can be deceiving too.. it wusen tt nice outside, jus a 6 storey building along de streets of kl. but de hotel rooms not bad ahs.. jus give me dos comfy hotel beds n a clean toilet n im happy..

had lunch n we walked to times square. n damn. it wus fun. i had gone der once b4 but goin der wif ur cussins wus kewl. n havin lots of guy cussins do help. dey took evry thrill ride der wus. n me, im a big fan of thrill rides. took de rollercoaster lyk 5 tyms...n din feel sick ..jus grew tired aft tt, den we all had ice cream aft tt.. ahahs.. left de place at 9.45pm..

day 2

left fur desa waterpark. got lost agaiin.. de guy at de hotel hu told my dad de route der told us tt if u take de ryt route, u'll get der in 1/2 an hr, if u get lost, it'll take u an an hr n a 1/2. gosh. how ryt wus he. asked fur directions fur 3 tyms n we finally got der. de place din look as cool as sunway or de lyks.. de compound outside looked so disheartening.. buden de entry fee wus cheaper, n yesh, it wusen so bad after all, still had de cool water rides..

it wus real fun. buden im quite weak-hearted wen it comes to water stuff, so i wus participating as much as my sis wen my guy cussins did all de water stunts. hmms.put me in deep water n i'll sink. so cant be doin much der. took all de long water slides lyk tons of tyms.den we all headed fur de tsunami pool. my cussin n i got stuck in de deep side of de pool on our floats.we were lyk calling out to our cussins since dey cud swim quite ok. but dey ignored! sho bad..aniwaes we got out of tt..

wen de waves stopped, my cus n i stayed on. dey wer playin real loud music. n den de song YMCA came out.. den since we were de only ones left in de pool we sang along did hand signs to de werds YMCA wen de chorus part came out.. ahahs.. sho fun.. dancing in de water n all. my mom took a vid of tt n it looked real neat..ahahs..played in de water till we looked lyk dark-pitted prunes..

had seafood fur dinner n den headed fur de Kl twin towers. der wus a little carousel der n my baby cussin rode it.. sho cute.. n den, dose cussins of mine rode it too. relli, 15-16 yr old guys look ridiculous in small carousels..ahahs

Day 3

woke up early to check out. did sum shopping too..din buy much stuff fur myself tho, jus sum ear studs, a blouse, a skirt, track pants, scarf, n an indon movie vcd..ahahs..we all had our last meal 2gether at de jejantas [bridge].. n its A&W!! ahahs.. cant find tt in s'pore animore... misch dose curly fries..

at nite on de way back home, we stopped over fur de drivers to rest. aft going to de loo, my guy cussins hu were frustated wif de heat in de van. adam den suddenli climbed out of de window of de van frm inside.. relli, wad a funny sight.ahahs.. den de other guy cussins started doing tt too.. amin got his long legs stuck at de window b4 he finali got out.. husin looked xcatly lyk a kera[monkey] ahahs.. den taufiq n husin sat on top of de van.. relli. daring kids.ahahs ..my sis sat on top of de van too.. buden she got scolded..ahahs...

de holiday wus real nice. n tts bcos der wus dis guy i had an eye on.. my newly-acquired cussin.kae, jus last wk saw him at my cussins wedding at my cussin in law's place..dis tall dude caught my eye.. at first glance, he looked lyk ergi fahrezi [de actor in de story sephia] damn cute! ahahs wif de specs n all.. din xpect him to join us fur de kl trip wen i wus told my new cussin wud be bringin her cussins.. ahahs.count my lucky stars.. buden.

mebbe he shuden hav cum. cos only den did i found out tt hes only 14! dang. no hope. but seriously, he dusen look his age. hes one tall guy. bout 1.8m? issin tt tall.. gosh. lets jus say tt hes name is similar to our idol..n hes in ncc.. so ahems..nice built too.n does it help tt he took off his shirt wen he wus in de hot van?ahahs.okok. i tink i shud relli stop der. n yeah, i tink it wus a crush. more lyk a 3day-2 nite crush..ahahs.dang. shud stop.

niwaes, im more matured den tt to be swooning over a kid 2 yrs my junior. yeah ryt, a kid hum i have to strain my neck up jus to look at his face...ahahs. n yeah, im wae too dark alreadi! all bcos of de waterpark thingy.. sheesh. de kl trip wusen as relaxing as de other holidays, cos we spent mos of our tym getting lost in de confusing streets of kl. relli. dose maps arent tt useful either.but it wus damn fun to be wif ur relatives.

niwaes, lyk all de tym, i got a sick sinking feeling wen on de way back frm a holiday. it pushed all my wories away. n de highways r an absolute stress reliever. jus look at de thick trees n de green hills n mountains out de window. n all dose worries jus ooze out of u. ok.tt dusen sound ryt. niwaes. its relli soothing...now. its back to my books.back to sch. back to Os.relli. u fell absolutely gr8 during de holiday, but post-holiday can make u feel as lousy as ever, wif all de catching up to do..

2005-06-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

isp wk ish over. but i still had to come back fur phys remedial..lazy to go but have to arhs. gotta make real gut use of de hols to buck up.its been a wk n a half.progress? ahahs.not relli.

been bz helpin my mom makin de preparations fur my cussins wedding dis sundae.its so close readie.last wk helpd wrapped de goodies presents fur de adult guests fur de wedding. tmr gonna wrap de goodie bags fur de kids at de wedding.guess wads inside? hersheys kisses!! ahahs.drooling readie... thx gd phys class is cancelled fur tmr.thurs is de akad nikah(wer de couple go rom to sign marriage certificates n sae deir vows). den de whole persandingan(ceremony)is tis sundae.

niwaes. real xcited but at de same tym im quite panicky cos im not in my *ideal* state ryt now.. kinda off my supposedly weight n de litle ones r popping agaiin.. arghs.. y do hormones have to rage so much? bleargh. i may sound self-conscious n all, but hey. tts wad most gerls do ryt?

invited sum frens over fur de wedding ceremony on sundae. mum insisted tt we bring sum frens over, esp de non malays if possible so tt dey cud get a chance to see a malay wedding.. hmms. sounds kinda weird.. had lyk 6 cards to give out so invited sum over. hope dos hu heard me inviting dem dun feel bad.wait.tt dusen sound ryt. anw, carn possibly invite de whole class or anithin cos its not my wedding.. hehes..

*10 days to holiday*

2005-05-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

meet de parents. my dad came fur it. apparently he had a seminar but he decided to leave early jus so he cud attend de talk bout de A level thingy. but ahahs, i guess mrs lau wus preety boring cos my dad saed he wus half asleep by de tym she finally talked bout de A level criteria thingy. ahahs. nemind, i tink he got de idea. aft de talk, found out my dad's queue no wus 13. yesh lucky no. aights?

wait sho long. took a drink fur my dad, sum food den sat wit him while waiting. den at de 9th person whom chin wus tokin to, i decided to try my luck. told my dad tt i left behind my malay wkbk at home n needed to hand it in by 2dae. it wus 5.35 den. asked if it wus possible if we cud rush home n take my book. wus preety surprised he wusen angry or anithin at all. he only saed ok. n we got up n left.

rushed dwn frm de hall. my dad's car wus parked at de bball court. wahahs. der i wus running to de car trying to be real quick, n my dad stopped to ans hi hp call. dang. house agents n deir phones. ok, aniwaes, got in de car, he wus still on de phone. den he drove outta de carpark. saw daniel n abul. i waved at dem. abul must have tot sumfink els cos he stopped near de gate wif daniel. o0ps. tink i gave dem de wrong idea. guess dey tot i wanted to give dem a ride. den i jus waved at dem. hehe. sorri guys.

ok, my house is jus a 5 min walk back frm sch. but wif de car, my dad had to drive all de wae to aft de hdb building at cck central jus to U-turn. n i nvr saw soo many red lites in my lyf. relli. red.red.red. n tym wus lyk whoosh..n my dad wus drivin preety slow too. haish. guess he diden feel de rush. niwaes, my mom wus waitin at de void deck to pass my bk. n we set back to sch. n alL de while my dad wus still on de phone. multi-tasker. i ran out of de car to get to de hall, my dad catchin up on me behind.ok, den my dad beat me at de stairs part. his legs longer mah.5.48. and yesh! made it in record tym, wen we came, saw syikeen's parents tokin to chin. n she's no 11! phew. we sat back at out seat. den it wus our turn cos no 12 din show up. den de grilling session began.

meet de parents wus sucky. chin go n sae all de bad stuffs bout me. ok.basixcally cos its partially true. n yeah, my l1r5 ish relli bad.. how m i gonna go to njc lyk dis? shucks. shoulda woulda coulda. wish i cud turn back my sec 3 lyf n do things de ryt wae. fur a start, shuden have quit german. i lurved it sho much n i jus let it slip by jus liddat. yesh, i realise i have a knack fur bein vehh weak n give up too easily. but aniwaes. wads de use of lamenting? gonna tink (+)ive. i aM gonna werk hard. i aM gonna do well fur my O's. yesh.. keep tell myself tt n [hopefully] i'll get it ryt tis tym. counting down de daes. its gettin scarieer by de minute.

2005-05-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

watchin amytiville horror wus superb. but 2 watch it arhs.. took longer den de show itself.ahahs. initially we decided not to go, cos many cuden make it, leaving only me n nawa to go. buden we got 3 other gerls to join. tot of jus goin fur another prata outing since de tix wud be so ex.. so we got directions to go 2 al ameen at woodlands to get sum ice cream prata.

den we changed our mind n finally decided to watch amytiville horror aftr all. so we went to causeway pt to watch de movie. stoopid. din realise der wus no amytiville horror showing der! der wer no posters either. shud have checked firs.so we looked at de tym. 2.10. go yishun?

ok, we went yishun golden village to catch at least de 3.10 show if not de 2.40 one. rushed der, we wer buyin de tix, de guy behind de counter asked fur our bus pass. gave ours. he saw xy's, den gave dis you-tink-u can-fool-me look n shook his head as he looked at us. tt guy arhs. disgusting face. hmphs. den we all decided not to buy de tix firs. ate at lj, to tink up of a plan. seow ken n ily went up to de theatre entrance to check if dey check deir id der. me, xy n nawa ate at lj. den we all tot we dowan to take de risk n de ppl der alreadi started to get suspicious. at tt tym. we relli dunno wad to do. its our firs tym goin nc 16. all of us cud go xcept xy. so we din mind sneaking in. tho we wer preety scared if it turnd out bad. so...

bought straits tym newppr at de yishun underpass. it wus 3.10 den. decided to go watch at de cinema at cck at last. last resort, i guess? de show starts at 3.50 nxt one at 7.45. cud we catch it? so, wif a la-amazing race style, we ran up de escalator to catch de fastest train wif our big sch bags. ok at least mine wus. topped up our cards firs. den managd to catch de nxt train back to cck.. nawa wus sayin lyk we had zero displacement...ahahs. so we tot out our plan at de train..

came to cck at 3.40.. den seowken realised she lost her ezlink! we wer worried fur her but at de same tym wanted to catch de movie, so ily n me waited fur seowken to look fur her card while nawa n xy went 2 searh fur ppl to borrow deir bus passes frm.so we had to look fur 2 cards. so ily n seow ken went to check if dey checked our ids at de theater entrance, me,nawa n xy searched fur familiar faces. cuden find any at de firs 2 floors. den finally! saw nawa's n xy's frens! ahahs , we wer lyk chasing aft dem. den nawa arhs, we passed by de music store, den she stopped fur a short while to see taufik's poster ! ahahs.. nawa..nawa..hehe. so we finally got 2 cards. got to buy de tix. den de lady behind de counter wus scrutinizing our card. den she pointed out to de card tt we borowed. out hearts stopped fur a sec. den she sae de birth dae not yet. den we pinted out it wus 1988. den she wus lyk ' oh! ok.." den she smiled summor. phew. 1 off. got our tix. at entrance, another lady checked our id. den she lookd at it. den her face changed. den she asked de guy near de popcorn store. i tot, busteed.. den she asked to count fur her.. if we'r born in 1989 we'r 16 onnot. ahahs.. we wer lyk saein her yes larhs.. so we got in! yaaay!! ahahs. but it din end der.

we enterd de movie started oreadi. den 5 mins later, me n nawa had to go out to return de card. took out my house keys to pretend tt we'r handin in sum keys to our frens.. den jiale waited at de entrance. de popcorn guy wus der. n he wus lyk askin us wad we wanted. den we saed wanted to return keys to our fren. he den nodded to us n gestured fur us to give in front of him. i wus lyk, oh-oh. den nawa handed de keys. den jiale wus lyk "eh! tis one not mine!" n nawa n i wus lyk bulging our eyes at her readi! tot she cud get de *hint.. ahahs. so we ran to de toilet nearby, passed de cards to her, n ran back to de theatre b4 de guy sees us agaiin. woah. close call. in de theatre, i wus lyk prayin dunno how many tyms, scared. tinkin "wad if dey stop us we we go out later?" ahahs.scariee.. buden soon 4 got. de movie wus scariee..

amytiville horror had a predictable story line. but duh, its a remake. buden de scare factor wus lyk hmms.. lets jus sae i spent most of de tym covering my mouth [n sumtyms eyes] wif my sweater. de others oso, wer covering deir mouths. seow ken coverd hers wif her pe shirt..hmms dunno clean wan onnot. ahahs. n yesh, i jerked quite a few tyms, n nawa mus be pretty irritated cos i wus lyk cuddling so close nxt to her shoulder..sorri nawa..hehe.. oh ya! de father character [hu acted in 2 guys,a gerl n a pizza place]ish h0t! ahahs. nice bod..hehe. wen we got out. wanted to go by de back door but we din. got out thru wer we came in. no police waitin der. phew.

but realli, call me naive or anithin, but tt experience wus scariee fur me. felt guilty lyk broke de law or sumthin. but xy! ahahs she got towatch her firs nc-16 movie even b4 her 16th bdae! sho lucky! basixcally it wus all of ours firs nc-16 movie at de cinema. ahahs great first tym. tho we almos got into trouble.ahahs.. n seow ken lost her ez link card.. hmms. hope she finds it back. wus great watchin tt movie. tho it wus nuthin special, de conniving waes we did to slip in just to watch amytiville horror wus preety thriling! ahahs. tho i never want to do it agaiin..

2005-05-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

had career day fur de graduating classes. de firs talk at de hall wif ex -students frm a few jcs wus preety interesting. now i ve got a much clearer picture of wad jc education is all abt. 7 jc reps turned up. many of wic wer frm de gutgut jcs of cors.. hmms. deir cut off pts to enter de jcs wer sho scariee.. makes me wonder if i can even make it to any jc. out of de 7 jcs, de jc tt impressed me de most wus njc. de cut off pts wus pretty tough too. dunno if i can make it, but im all geared up to werk hard. must werk hard.

de 2nd talk wic i attended wus business studies und accountancy. wus torn btween going fur biotech or business. den since i alreadi found out sum interesting tings abt bio, decided to give my 2nd interest a go. buden, de talk wus nower near inspirin. more to promoting de poly, rather den spurring de passion in us to pursue tt field. woah, y toking bout passion und stuff? eh, must arhs. i want to love wad i do in my career.. dad is sumhow in dis field, so want to noe more. tho tis talk wusen so inspirin, shant sae tt business studies is out of my list, its jus tt de lecturer not inspirin me.ahahs

oh yesh, yesterdaes prata outing!! ahahs. we took de train to yio chu kang n took a bus wic acherlli followed de mrt line. haiyos. shud have jus took de train straight. ahahs. nemind, long tym nvr tour singapore. den wen we finally reached thomson rd, de prata shop wus close!! ahahs. we wer lyk wad de! ahahs, so we went to de nxt best prata shop.

der wus only one type of ice cream prata wis din look as gut. angela bought tt while i took de mushroom prata n daniel took de cheese prata. relli, guys eat alot. angela n i barely finish our prata, daniel finish 2 of his.nemind.growing boy..ahahs. angela took shots of us eating prata. wanna see? look at her phone! ahahs den daniel kept saying tt we wasted 4 hrs on lunch n we cuden even get to eat de ice cream prata..haiyos. nemind angela mebbe we can go agaiin nxt tym,perhaps wif de shorter route.ahahs. n oh ya, daniel paid half total price so angela n i split de other half n we spent..bout 3 dollars? ahahs.thx daniel!

n de ride back, wus faster den de wae der. n most of de tym we tok bout food.. n yesh, smelt de delicous aroma of food at newton food center too ..ahahs. gonna make my dad bring us der tis wkend.hmms.cant wait to watch amytville horror tmr..

2005-05-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

results werent gut.jus as xpected. esp a maths. told to consider whether want to continue onnot. tt bad. dunno how 2 break it to my parents. nemind, guess i'll jus wait till all de results r in.tried my best tho. we had photo-taking todae. din get de relay msg bout it. gut ting i brought my tie. once agaiin, sat at de first row. missed de daes wen i stood at de last row, being one of de tallest gerls. tt wus lyk, 6 yrs ago? ahahs.

read tis article at de malay newsppr bout tis sibliings sumwer in india. dey suffer frm tt disease progeria. dey had tis photo of dem right at de front pg. de disease makes dem age faster den dey're supposed to. its sad seeing how dey r. ppl in deir neighbourhood cast dem away jus bcos of deir disease. hey. its not lyk dey asked to be lyk tt. apparently deir parents r cussins. yep. one big reason y one shud try to avoid marryin deir kin or relative. sumfink to do wif hereditary genes [learnt tt in bio]. de parents wer oso prolly in a match-made mariage. cant blame dem. buden its incredible how tis kids can jus stay sho positive. or at least tt's wad de article n photo shows. hmm. makes me tink.as compared to dem, im wae out of my league to complain bout how i look. thk God tt i am hu i am.

carn wait fur wednesdae. yaay.. prata outing wit angela n daniel. gonna be my first tym eating ice cream prata. angela showed me de pic. hmms.. der wus so much ice cream, lyk u dug one out of a whole tub. cant even see de prata.ahahs. not a big fan of ice cream, but will make do. another mini class outing tis fridae. deyre watchin amytville horror at lot 1. told dem i'd go. hmms. acherlli havent told my mom abt it. hope she'll let me. tho de odds of my parents lettin me go r lyk vehh slim. de last tym i stepped into a cinema wus lyk, 1 yr ago? hmm, deyre still a lil wee traditional at tyms. tinkin tt cinemas r bad places, jus bcos its in de dark or sumfink.but besides tt, gotta save up. jus splurged money on my new sling bag [wic my sis promised to pay back since its suppos to be my belated bdae prezzie] n my piggy bank is lyk emptying agaiin.

2005-05-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

tmr.. de dae tt i fear.gonna get moz of de results tmr n i noe it isnt gut.but i noe i sorta deserved it. neva study consistently.wish i did. less den half de yr to de big o. not readie fur it. my phys teacher oreadi called me out to attend xtra lessons durin de hols.dang.dowanna go.but fur de sake of doin well, muz go.aarghs.de dsa xercise.shud i apply? wahahs.cant larhs. nuthin to offer.wish i had more ccas or had been more active. eH. wishin to much. hmms... ok.. i tink im finally gonna listen to de motivational cd my dad has been bugging me to listen to. hope it heps. self esteem or sumfink.

niwaes, my cussins wedding comin up dis june. tis wedding is kinda of a complicated wedding. cos my cussins godparents hu raised him, [aka aunt n uncle] r organising de thing. scared his parents not sho happy.arghs. hope it turns out well. n im gonna be one of de gerls givin out de goodies to de guests. so muz werk to look gut.ahahs.impossible ryt? nah, jus gonna keep up my weight n get rid of as many spots as possible. sheesh.tis problem has been bugging me since lyk, 10? yesh got it since i wus tt young. dunno y. raging hormones.ahahs.

n yesh.. de m'sia trip! ahahs.gonna go wif my biG family of realtives frm both sides.had one last yr n it wus a blast! so many fun n farnie things happened. jus a short 3 daes during de wkends, yeah, tts it. gonna go to a water themepark in kl n timesquare. acherlli. mite as well go sunway. buden shud tryout new rides i guess. i so misS de rollercoasters.. ahahs. big fan of it. its lyk de ideal wae to let out ur emotions .yesh. de heart-sink-to-stomach is such a great feelin.ahahs.

my backache ish killin me. gawd sumtyms i feel lyk aging too fast fur my age. only 16 n i have tis regular pains on my back. hope its nuthin serious. my mums been givin me massages.yeah. dos relli painful, [tradisional?] ones wer de masseuse steps on ur body wit de feet. youch hurts. but relli. its a love hate kinda thing. feel great afterwards. tryin to drink more milk. not a fan of dairy products tho.

gonna start afresh. i want to study rellli hard fur Os.tt means, less tv.. aarghs.dunno if i can do it. so many nice shows all dae round. hmms.. sumtyms sacrifices r necessary. still tinking of wad i wanna pursue as a career.uhuh. de future is scary. cud be brite or bleak. wad happened to my old ambitions? wen i wus younger, n more innocent, wanted to be a nurse. den a teacher. den a scientist. now? not a clue.

2005-05-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

yaayy!!! eXams 0over! huge sigh of relief.. but its not over yet.. i noe my results aint gonna be gut. im sorta prepared fur tt. but my parents. deyre gonna babble n babble n babble.. haiyos.. bought a new bag wit my sis at fareast yesterdae. wait fur her at her sch bustop. yeah tt wus dumb. in my sch u. n i got mosquito bites! damn de place. so near de forest fur wad. n i swapped a mosquito wif out realisin. wen i rubbed my face, checked my hand, de flat mosquito wus on my hand n der wus specks of blood .eew.

ouhkies.enuff bout blood.my exams r over now i can concentrate on other things. lyk my weight! gaining lyk sheit. n things r poppin out of muh face agaiin.. aarggh. gonna have to shed some. niwaes. jus changed my layout. i LUV it!ahahs.. n de song relli helps.i tink. such a feel good song ryt? bbmak rox! tho i tink dey no longer exist.

2005-05-08T12:59:00.000+08:00

been bz tis wk... mye nvr seems to be ending.. argghs..

buden 2dae's mother's day.. n i wrote a sajak(poem) fur her in tis card i made fur her. my sis saes it s nice.. but i tink its sounds farnie.. here goes:

kali pertama ku buka mataku

KAU

orang yang menjernihkan tangisanku

KAU

ucapan pertamaku

KAU

langkah pertama ku jalan kepada

KAU

Ish.asyik-asyik kau

Tetapi

aku tidak benci

malah sayang

rindu

kasih

Tanpamu

aku takkan dapat berlari sebegini

takkan menyanyi semerdu Siti nurhaliza

takkan menangis seperti primadona mapan

Tanpamu

takkan ku berpijak di bumi nyata

Tanpa ibu

mungkin ku masih menanti di syurga

sheesh.tt wus lame ryt? n de last bit, ders 2 waes to intepret it. de positif wae, or de negatif wae wer it means i'd rather be in heaven den be born. hmms.. my sajaking skills have been relli rusty...ahahahs.. haiyos.. one more wk to endure b4 xams finally over planned sho many tings to do aft xams. but den again, if i dun do well oso scared lerhs..

2005-04-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

*zum geburtstag viel Gluck.. zum Geburtstag viel Gluck.. zum Geburtstag liebe Rina.. zum Geburtstag viel Gluck*

ahahs.. yesh tts a bdae song in deutsh, or shall i say German.. ahahs.. lotsa ppl wished me happy bdae.. thx guys.. at first diden reli feel lyk it wus my bdae, buden turned out quite lots of ppl knew.. ahahs.. n b4 i 4get:

thankew to

~Angela fur de cute paperweight-cum-paperclipper n wad a sweet letter!ahahs.. lub ya!

~Nasuha fur de funkehh blob clock.. yesh, b4 u sae anithin, i noe sum ppl tink clocks r related to death or sumfink, but hey! its de thought t counts.. n thx fur de postcard!

~ daniel fur de cute pink dolphin keychain!altho u mite sae tts its just a cheap gift, its cute!

~Xin Miao fur de yummy chocs. munchin on em ryt now..

n thx to de bunch of ppl hu wished me well...

n yesh sum ppl still owe me prezzies..hehes.. n my sis wunt be givin me one until lyk.2 wks tym? haiyos.wat to do.she sae shes buyin me a bag.. ahahs i asked her too..hehe.. so gotta be patient cos shes kinda broke ryt now..

still tryin to figur out how to cramp all my song s into my mp3..

2005-04-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

yaaaayyyyy..i noe its damn late.. but i jus have to sae sumfink.. i got a new mp3 player!!! dosen matter tt its not an ipod or anithin..acherlli it wus an early bdae gitft by my parents...ahahahs.. my sis n i celebratin our bdae today, hers wus on 14 april.. mine is tis comin mondae, niwaes, we ate ate pizza hut n im damn full ryt now.. n wen i got my present.. my sec 3 sis wus more xcited den i wus wen i wus unwrapping my present.. she wus saein lyk`if its an ipod im gonna scream` lyk a 100 tyms.. buden, it wusen an ipod.. but it wus an mp3 player.. but so wad?!? its wae cool fur me.. it is small,and cute n funky.. n most superb ting is.. its oranGe!!!!! aaaaahhhhhh...*screams hysterically* ahahahs..mu y sis wus still jealous of me n she oreadi askin fur de xact same thing but a blue one instead fur her bdae in july later..ahahs..sorri sis but u'll have to wait tt long..ahahs..cuden contain my xcitement.its called MuVo n here r sum of its functions:

~it has fm-am radio

~it can record music jus lyk a casette player dus xcept tt it can minus out all de background nice [awesome!!!]

~it can hold up to 8 hrs of skip-free music

~it can have direct music transfer frm mp3 n wma

okae im jus copyin tis frm de manual guide of de package.. but its superb! ish.. jus how many tyms did i saed tt? ohwells, it superb!!!! ahahahs..

wanted to try it out straight aft i got home n changed.. buden aft givin my mom n dad a hug, my mom suddenli asked me to massage her feet! apparently her feet were lyk swelling aft she wore de wrong pair of shoes.. so she asked me to massage her feet using de foot massage gift thingy i got fur her bdae in jan... so i spent lyk an hr or so massagin her foot.. she saed my massage felt gut..ahahs..or mebbe it wus jus bcos of de massage scrub lotion i applied on her feet or sumfink.. niwaes, while doin tt my mom oso made me record my singing in tis new recorder.. ahahs farnie. den wen my dad heard it he saed he jus realised how nice my voice wus! ahahas.. sho flattered..;p

okok..tryin to figur out how to record stuff.. gonna sleep pretty late..

2005-04-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

wus vehh disappointed t we got a bronze fur syf.. lyk wad de.. diden xpect such.. had high hopes lerhs... i tink sum gerls cried? not sure but i can relli feel de disappointment. our hope tt we cud at least tis once bring glory to our alreadi-starting-to-dissolve club wus shatterrd.. watderhell, jus hope our malay dance club will continue to thrive on. dowan it to disappear jus liddat.. nxt wk is de modern dance syf. deyre dance is pretty intersting. hope dey'll do well. all de best guys.

oh yarhs.. i went to de talk by de NASA guy on mon nite wif 2 gerls n 2 guys frm my class.. apparently it wus sho last min so not many cud go.. heard de talk wud be sumfink bout mars.. at firs, i had doubts in whether i shud go onnot.. ahahahs so happie i finally decided to go.. de talk wus at catholic high jc sumwer in de east so we took a taxi der.. and de talk started at only 7.30, while we reached der at round 7. Me, arps n michelle went on a taxi aft ashwin n abul but arrived earlier.. ahahs de guys wer late cos apparently de driver got lost n he made ashwin get off de taxi n ask around fur directions! ahahs.. poor ting..

wen de gerls n i got der, we saw de ppt tt wus on de screen n we saw tis logo on de ppt.. took a closer look, n realised tt de logo reads Nesta, not NASA... n we wer lyk wad de. we went so far thinkin we'll be listenin to sum nasa guy wen acherlli it wus sum dude frm a club tt sounds lyk de name of a cereal.. sheesh. buden aft de lecturer went thru de slides, it wus acherlli nasa, we wer mistaken.. n yesh.. de lecturer..haish..

de lecturer is a bbc.. yesh.. british born chinese.. hes sho suaaave wif his suit n his british accent.. gosh..he an astronaut guy hus prolly in his 2o's..hes damn smart n witty, n relli.. he cud talk so well of hand wifout any script at all, n even make a joke or 2.. ahahs.. sho hot..erps.. gushing again.n my fren wus saying how cute he wus..ahahs.. so ashwin help us go n come forward to him to ask him a qn.. wen acherlli our main aim wus to see him up close n personal..ahahahs...n yesh, hes even dashing up close.. nyahaha..but acherlli, saw a silver ring on his finger.. hes engaged de..ahahs.. tt kinda guy, y wudent he? ahahs.. n yesh, its only a one-nite crush tt me n my fren had..

oh ya.. wad de talk wus abt..

so ya. basixcally de talk wus about mars n when n how can we xcatly have our firs man on mars.. den it wus pretty interesting. lyk de suspected duration for an xpedition to mars wud be lyk. 2 yrs? 6mths to mars,1 yr on mars n 6 mths back. gosh. n do u noe tt ders tis ever-growing volcano on mars n its almost jutting out of de planets atmosphere? cos mars dun have platetectonics so ders no shifting of de ground, n so de volcano never sinks dwn, sumfink liddat.. der wus a lot of pretty neat stuff tt i learnt.. worth de while going der tho i wus damn tired by de tym i got home at 10pm.

astronomy is pretty intersting.

2005-04-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

haish.. its so sad tt we diden get wad we xpected to.tot our dance wud be a gut change frm de norm. guess de judges diden relli see tt.. haish.. relli. mebbe im not a novice at tis kinda thing, but i relli tot we stood a chance.sheeshness. all de dancers felt gut wif our performance, perhaps it jus wasnt meant to be.

2005-04-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

de announcement on de 3 mths jc thingy.. aarghs.presurrizing. de exams r so near n im nower near prepared.. many decisions to make. n it dosen help either tt i dun have a clue of wat i relli wanna be.. medicine?business?media marketing?sheeshness.my scope is not wide enuff.. wen i wus younger i used to have shoooo many big dreams.i wanted to be an inventor.. yesh de inventions i had thought of wus air-conditiond clothes! nice idea but rather impossible actually.. n i wanted to be a nurse.a teacher.. butden i realise tt i dun have any passion for dose things..den again wat dO i lyk?gawd.

my dad always talked to me abt thinking biG..think out of de box.... made me listen to all dose motivational cDs [tt i cud nvr set aside time to listen to] ..buden i jus cant seem to set my goals rite.. i need to be studyin hard.. but i oso need to have an aim to go fur.. aaaahhhss.. feelin damn low.bought de career guide bk. thinkin it wud help. but it diden relli.. still clueless. haish.wish i wus back in my pri sch days wen i nvr even have 2 tink of such big decisions. buden again, tis is onlie a minor decison as compared to wen i reach adulthood later.

okok..lyk all dose motivational cDs tt says tt u must think positive n always tell urself I like myself.I like myself. woah...im feelin better alredi! sheeshness..but relli, tinkin positif dus helps sum tyms.all dose big hopes my parents have fur me n my sis.other ppl's family have relatives tt dey cud be proud of. dos hu made it to Uni or dos wif high-end jobs or sumthin.i dunt.n tt makes it even stressful cos my sis n i r de ones hu r xpected to at least make a name fur our family. but in reality, i dun tink tt will happen fur me.i do count my lucky stars to haf such a gr8 family n haf such a comfy life..but tt's even scarier.im afraid i mite dissappoint dem. wish i cud haf made better decisions in de past. wuden feel empty lyk tis if i had.gawd.tym flies too fast.

eiffel..eiffel..

2005-03-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

yesh.. i changed my blog..butden cuden find anithin tts orange N nice.. so gave up.. fur now, adlin's de only one hus sharin my lurve fur indon movies,dramas n songs..so we're lyk constantly trading indon stuff onlie..ahahahs...thx lin. n my craze fur now is Eiffel.. i'm in Love. even playin de soundtrack ryt now..

fever.fever.fever

2005-03-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

oh gawd.. im so glad i acherlli listened to adlin.. went to jb todae n bought loads of cd.. n 1 of wic is peterpan's VCD!!!!! aaaaahhhh.... sho happie.. i watched it straight awae in de car on our wae back.. got musiq vids frm peterpan's 1st n 2nd album.. aaahhh.. n it onlie costs lyk rm19.90.. a gut buy.. lyk onlie 10 dollars?!?..ahahas... n saw all of peterpans no 1 hit videos.. frm deir firs video wic wus so crappy.. to de ones tt dey have now.. wic r so lyk.. wow....

oh ya... de reason im so happy i listend to adlin.. i bought eiffel...im in love.. n omg.. its sho sweet! n cute! de gerl hus lyk supposedly 15 in de show initially put me off wif her spoilt tantrums but i carn hep but tink tt she is so made fur her co-star guy.. relli,my sis n i wer lyk squirmin at all de romanticly funny parts.. its lyk a teenage love story wic happens on valentines dae at paris! oh gawd.. how romantic can u get?haish...wish tt cud happen to me some dae.. *wish upon a star* ahahs..

n yesh, de movie vcd is original, n of cors, an indon movie.. im all into indon stuff nowadaes aniwae..ahahs

2005-03-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

aaaaaahhhhh. de shows over..yesh..ikhlas is over, de indon drama.. she finally chose reza.. iman sho sweet...i mean if i wus de gerl, i wud have a hard tym choosin btween de guys myself.. ikhlas wus superb!!gosh .still feelin de jittery aft watchin de finale... aaahh..cant sae much niwaes, except dose hu watch u get wad i mean... n since iman's available now.. tt leaves him fur me.. nyaahahaha.. buden naya wus so chio oso.. n de plot bagus banget gitu.. n ders humor oso.. wit de homo guy hu acherlli went back to de ryt path..n de romance, aaah.. reza sho gentlemanly.. ahahs..im practically gushing over tis guys huh..nxt wk der'll be de continuation of de other sinetron [drama] its indon oso.. gosh. ive got indon fever or sumfink.. music-wise too.. ok..shud sleep. gonna go jb in de morn later..

here's de pic

eyecandy.
n mind u, dey r a talented bunch too

2005-03-23T18:06:00.000+08:00

omg omg. i finally found de video clip!! yaaay.. i stumbled upon it.n a lot of other videos as well!!.. i mena indonesian malay videos r so hard to find but I found it! yaaay..i wus practically screamin n hoppin around wen i found de video fur mungkin nanti n kukatakan dengan indah by peterpan *screams hysterically*.. got other malay videos as well..

ppl if u got tym watch de mungkin nanti or kukatakan dengan indah video.. at here..http://1hits.tripod.com/musicvideo.html yaayy..gonna go enjoy de videos now..ahahas..smilin relli hard now..

2005-03-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

been a kinda bz wk.. my parents went to Bali frm tues to thurs so i stayed over at my aunt-cum-grandma's house.. me n my 2 younger sis stayed der while my sec 3 sis went to mt ophir fur camp.. hope it goes well fur her.. she wus preety xcited bout it.. cos she'll be sleepin in de jungle n stuff, of wic de firs dae she gets to stay at a resort so much fur de outdoors..

so it wus preety cool stayin at my cusin's place.. i brought lyk a whole big heavy bag full of bks tinkin i cud do homwerk.. ya ryt.. did vehh little n still got loads more to do.. but it wus fun hangin out wit de guy cussins.. we played hide n seek in de rather small house.. ahahs..mat noh, my 13 yr old cussin, even hid behind de fridge! gawd so slim wan.. my p1 sis attempted to hide in de washing machine but she wus too scared.. while de other sis had even hid in de laundry basket..wahahs..dey looked sho farnie tryin to find a place to hide while adam n i helped dem find hidin places..

i tried studyin at de void deck too.. apparently it wus preety condusive studyin in de new estate.. adam n i studied fur lyk 3 hrs straight.. de place so peaceful lerhs.. i did get some of my homewerk done but der wus so much distractions in de house.. duhx all de kids wer either watchin de tv or playin de comp.. cos practically all de lil cussins wer sleepin over at de place.. n yesh, on de firs nite der, i went to satay club wit my sis n cussin jus to buy satay to eat back home n had lyk 4o sticks of beef n chicken sateeee.aahhss..sho delicious..ahahs..

n yesh im preety stressed out after seein my progress report.. perhaps gonna stop goin online at all.. quittin cold turkey mite be gut..den i'll make sure my whole sec 4 life wud be spent either at sch or at home studyin.. relli, i gotta buck up.. dowan to lose out to my peeps..n bein in de trip class issin helpin either.im lykin de last student in class? yeps.hate tt feeling.

de seminar on last sat called is medicine fur me? wus preety inspirin to me. i mite jus consider takin up medicine. but i wus warned of de looOong study years i have to take.. lyk a total of 10 yrs if im not mistaken.. de fields od medicine tt wus mentioned wus lyk gynaecology,orthopediablabla dunno how to spell larhs.. n i finally noe wads de difference btwen a physiciatrist n physchologist. de analogy wus preety cool.

if a madman walks into tis seminar rm n starts waving his big axe around, 99% of de ppl in tis rm wud look at tis man, wonderin wad he is doin, while de 1% wud jus ignore him n not be intersted at all. now, a physchologist studies de 99% but a physiciatrist wud study de 1%...

gosh.tt makes it a whole lot clearer to me.ahahs..

im still considerin my career options.wanna get a gut job. dowan all my parents hard werk to go to waste.shucks sho diff to make up my mind.

2005-03-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

i feel lyk slappin her face ryt now.. oh gawd damn sister..my 9 yr old sis hu acts lyk a 5 yr old fool had deleted all de pics..

yesh.. de pics tt i took wit de gerls on drama nite at rgs...she deleted it all!!! shitty her..she accidentally deleted all de pics n now im left with no memory of de play..

oh ya.. my sis wus preety gut in de play.. she acted as a guy in a few parts n as a gerl in others..i dun find her TT gut but ok larhs.. ahahs.. wad can i sae.. i haf high standards..n her fren, farina or sumfink.. she's sho hot as a guy *melts* oh gawd i dunno y i tink so.. but her posture wus so guyish n boyish.. n de voice wus damn low..ahahs.. rina's in love wif a gerl.. farina wus dressed in guy clothes n so boyish..ohs.. i dunno how to decribe it..buden de only flaw wus tt *he wus wearin a roxy cap..ok..guys dont wear roxy caps, do dey?but if only she wus a boy..hais..ahahs..

n so my sis wus damn happie tt i came fur her play.. imean, my parents dun seem to tink tt de play wus such a big deal so dey diden bother to attend.. n me, bein de gut sis, came to support n brought frens summore!ahahs..acherlli lestari's de scriptwriter so we came to support her too..

n yesh de play's got scariee parts too.. n de frequency at wic de ghosts scream is lyk woah *scratchin ear* can die.. so high pitch..buden its preety gothic show.. ahahs..lestari's mah..ahahs..

oh ya.. my sis saed my dad came hafwae to de show tinkin u cud jus come in n join de audience but den he cuden get in.. gawd,i feel bad.. he acherlli wanted to suport his lil gerl *sobx luv u dad..

n after de show my sis wus uber hyper n i gave her a rose n she hugged me..ahahs..sisterly luv.. shes a gut actress larhs..give her credit fur tt.. luv u sis..gawd..im sho proud of her..carn believe i acherlli had butterflies in my stomach wen de show wus abt to start.. i wus relli nervous fur her..ahahs..dumb. i noe.. but cuden hep it mah..ahahs..

so left at bout 10.40 wif frens while my sis stayed behind.. reached at bout 11.30.. n my sis wus alreadi home! apprently lest had given her a ride home..shucks y she diden offer us a ride ?ahahs..nemind..

de outing at east coast wit my family wus fun too.. but nothin special arhs..cyclin n had brunch..nice.. but tis one ting relli irritated me..

near to wear my family had our picnic..der wus tis couple.. n at firs we diden bother den i turnd n saw de guy thumping his fist on de woman's back. gawd.he wus hittin her in public! n tt gerl.. sho stoopid.. she wus cryin n beggin him fur forgiveness or sumfink.. imean i wus lyk 2metres away frm dem n we cud hear de thump.. it must relli hurt.. den aft awhile he beat her back summore.. gawd i cud jus give de guy a piece of my mind... but of cors i diden ..my family saw n few others saw it too but nobody did anithing bout it i eavesdropped a lil n got de jives of de story larhs.. heard de gerl sae 'but i diden msg him'..so.. its a case of de jealousy.. ok..but y mus he hit her so damn hard?!?! he even hit her side wif his umbrella once.. f*** him arhs.. we stared at dem to at least make him stop but he diden bother.. n she wus still beggin him fur forgivness.. gawd she shud jus walk away.. an abusive guy is not worth any woman's tym..okok..im gettin vehh feminist i noe.. but i carn hep it.. n my mom kept saein how stoopid de gerl is n how fat n arghliee de guy is..ahahs.. den vehh soon aft de couple went of.. gawd, i pray fur de gerl.. okok..wanna do homewerk..owin loads of werk since i diden come fur de 3 days..

2005-03-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

woah... what big bombs you have wus superb.. it wus a remake of little red riding hood only with de theme of war.. it wus damn literally.. ppl ,if u have $19 to spare.. u betta watch tis.. its worth it.. de actors tt we cud recognise wus leethyn frm jobs fur juniors n hossan leong.. damn gut actors.. n de woman hu acted as red riding hood wus so convincing..

der wus elements of humour, fear n sad too.. n yesh.. de lighting n sound effects wus incredible.. n fur once i wus relli scared of de big bad wolf.. ahahs..n i relli luv deir version of what a wonderful world.. "i see skies of blood.. dadada.. brains scattered everywhere..dadada.." okay, i dun rmb de whole song.. but it wus relli morbid..

hosssan leong, knowing how gayish he looks, cud relli carry de role of de uncle/hunter exceptionally well.. he wus sho manly..i almos tot he wus hot..ahahs..n lee thyn wus so cute as de little boy n so farnie as de big bad wolf..ahahs.. seriously, since nobody watched tis, i carn relate it to anybody but ppl, seriously, watch...oh ya, be prepared to see de actors shed some skin.. ahahs..not tt censored wan.. artistic value mah.. n de show ended preety late.. as in at 10pm.. but worth it lerhs.. best play i've attended...

i uploaded de bio course pics readie.. so here it is..

my bench mates n i.. my lab coat wus damn big.. n i looked farnie.. i noe..

wers seow ken? she camera-shy wan..

group photo!!!

2005-03-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

bahahs... last dae wus... kinda sad?

my dad gave us a ride.. it wus pretty awkward cos evryone wus rather silent.. n de only ice breaker wus de radio wic wus tuned on to newsradio 93.8..ahahs

n huixian tot she lost her hp.. but thank gutness.. she dropped it in my dad's car.. phew.. so tmr givin it to her.. shes gotta manage wifout a phone fur a dae...ahahs..

wen we came.. i took pictures wif de bp gerls.. but hey.. seow ken dowan to take pic.. diden tink she wud be camera-shy..ahahs..

den aft tt, we teased huixian bout de guy.. tried takin pics secretly.. ahahs.. but diden manage tho.. but i hav my ways..hehehes..

i took a picture wit my bench group... realised how short i am.. n how xtra big my labcoat is.. cuden even see my hands.. as tho im wearin pajamas or sumfink..evry1 look so professional n i look lyk a blur kid..sheesh.. ok..im nvr photogenic..n ahahs..alex face wus covered by my big head..ahahs.. i hope i cud get de pictures done soon..

only on last day did i start tokin properly wit de guys.. dey're apparently quite fun oso larhs..mebbe aft chattin yesterdae wit jiemin oso..n de presentation.. omg.. 5 of us did it cos jeremy apparently had to go fur a match of volleyball against my sch.. ahahs..so carn wish him gut luck can i?

de presentation fur us wus damn crappy.. i felt lyk dyin.. evryone did great presentations wif clear xplanations.. but my group's wus so.. haiyos dunno wad to sae..preety much my fault oso.. so ok larhs..de embarassment apparently diden last too long.. ahahs..

we got our photo of de whole big group of students.. as usual, bein de un-photogenic person i am, i looked farnie.. but de others dun look too bad either.. great job on de cameraman's part for squeezin all 32 of us.. ahahs..n we all looked smart in our labcoats n all..

so evrythin ended early.. i decided not to go 2 de career fair cos i have a date wif..yesh..my sis.. we're watchin a play called wad big bombs u have at 8pm at esplanade.. hope i dun fall asleep durin de show.. de ticket damn ex.. bout 20 plus? haiyos..waste money wan..

2005-03-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

yesh.. diden attend sch fur 3 daes.. all fur de sake of bio course.. wus it worth it? okay larhs.. acherlli come to tink of it.. it wus a rather nice xperience.. de T1 gerls wer vehh nice n frendly, diden make me feel too left out.. hey, if u guys r readin tis, thx.. heres wad i did durin de last 2 days:

Day 1

~met up wif hui xian, minqi,tracy n seow ken.. nice ppl.. we got acquainted quite fast n headed fur buona vista.. nobody knew de exact place, but wif our xcellent sense of direction, we reached der jus on tym

~basixcally, de whole place called biopolis is so woah.. its lyk one of dose metropolitan cities u see in sci-fi movies.. xcept tt its smaller..

sho infrastructurely-lyk.. felt so small lerhs..

~wen we came, we wer given dese cool tags wif sensors n we cud keep it fur de full 3 days..

~buden, de whole mornin of de firs dae wus damn boring.. lectures aft lectures.. i noe i saed i lurve german, but de german scientist wus 1 guy i will nvr relli lyk.. scarieee..

~had lunch at matrix wic wus de building beside wer we had our course, wic wus called Proteas.. yesh.. so BIO..ehehs.. btw, food wus rather ex n der wusen much choice of halal food..

~tings became more interestin wen we got our labcoats n did our xperiments.. woah felt so scientist-lyk xcept tt my coat wus rather too big fur me..

~my lab partner, alex, hes sorta playful typ.. sec 3 mah..ahahs.. my bench mates oso all quiet ppl, includin me arhs.. xcept alex of cours..

~ got to noe dem durin de looooong waitin hours.. n yesh.. i rmb deir names.. ahahs..my memory sho gut.. its jiemin, joanna, alex,jeremy n gary.. n ya.. not forgetin de TA, benjamin..

Day 2

~started out course at 9.. so ya.. wen evryone els is at sch, i wus still sleepin til 7.30..ahahs..

~we did our xperiments, learnt bout embryos, alot of repetitive processes und stuff..den..

~LUNCH!! yesh my fav part of de dae.. me n de bp gerls wer de only ones hu went to holland v fur lunch while de others ate at de matrix.. we took de biopolis bus n reached hollan v preety late..

~ so we gombled up our food n it wus drizzlin preety heavily.. so we ran in de rain to catch de 1.30 bus.. den we finally decided to walk back instead.. it wus about a 15-20 min walk/run..

~on de wae back uphill to de proteas buildin, we ran up..it wus sho cooling.. wif de rain n wind in ur face n cool green trees along de side of de rd.. aahhhs..

~course wus pretty interestin aft we tried to mate our zebrafisches.. one gerl almos cut off a fishes head wen she wanted to put de separator btween a pair of fish eew..it wus sho scariee.. but luckily it wus still alive larhs..

~on wae back, we all wanted to walk back buden seow ken n oders wanted to take de bus cos of sum1.. ahahs.. huixian..*winks*

~so we took de bus, it wus preety obvious lerhs.. tink he cud sorta guessed..ahahs..

~ n yesh.. my project werk wif my bench mates is not done yet.. gotta get to werk.. my bench mates n all still pretty awkward.. we all wanted to tok but most of de tym ended up starin at each oder.. ahahs..msn wud help but im not sure if i can concentrate wen im online..

2005-02-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

omg..tirin lerhs.. never tot gettin de tix fur my sis's play wus so difficult. acherlli, it wus confirmed at de last min tt a total of 7 ppl r goin.. n i only booked 4! n my sis sae dey're fully booked.. so i wus lyk bz makin connections tryin to pull strings to get 3 more tix..

thank god my sis managed to get 2 fur me.. not absolutely confirmd tho.. den i got to call lest n she had an xtra tix! omg.. i practically kissed her on de phone.. ahahs..sorri lest.. so i wus so proud of myself fur gettin de 7 tix.. buden..

nora called adlin to sae tt she dowan to go.. haiyos.. so now i got n xtra ticket.. an1one readin tis.. wanna go? ahahs..doubt so.. its a drama play by rgs at its amphitheater n its held tis sat at 7.45pm.. n my sis is playin one of de main roles n my pri sch fren lestari is one of de directors.. or scriptwriters? not sure.. buden its lyk another one of our mini pri sch reunions fur almos all de 6a n 6b cckpian gerls.. ahahs.. cool ryt? its pretty neat to still be close to ur old frens.. our last outing wus an outing at pasir ris park durin de dec hols.. it wus superb.. we shud hav it again ya? ahahs..

n yesh.. i jus had to change my blog song.. no.. its not frm peterpan.. tis tym its frm s07 or sheila on 7.. yesh..another indon band.. rina's havin indon musik fever..ahahs.. its called pemuja rahasia [roughly translated..secret admirer?] tis song arhs.. de intro vehh funkehh..ahahs..kae wanna sleep.. my whole evening wasted makin calls wen i shud be studyin..

2005-02-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

ahahs.. got my o level ml results.. its a satisfyin grade.. kinda happie.. n wen de sec 4s n 5 had to go to de hall.. we all lyk saw de x students waitin fur deir results.. nerve wrackin fur dem lerhs.. god. im gonna be liddat in lyk.. a yrs tym? aaahh.. damn scariee.. saw de ppl hu did well go up on stage.. woah.. proud of dem.. wish i cud some day go up der too.. ahahs *wish upon a star*

im seriously slackin n seein de x students takin deir results is makin it more stressful fur me.. n gosh... sum of dd ppl hu took de ml results diden get deir xpected results.. feel kinda bad cos i cuden relli console dem.. i mean.. bein de kind hus not vehh gut wif werds.. i wusen relli bein a gut fren..
to tt fren.. cheer up kaes.. u did ur best n tts all tt matters.. u've got another chance so dun let it got 2 waste kaes? :)

okok..wanna start studyin hard frm now.. n damn. my sis cuden get more tickets fur de play.. howhowhow? haiyos.. see firs larhs..

2005-02-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

here's some pics of peterpan if u dun noe dem alreadie..

peterpan looks preeti nice here.. esp uki[a lil on de rite]nuth'in special tho..

ariel [center,bending a lil] n uki [leftmost] looks preeti gut here..ahahs..

2005-02-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

yaayyy... i promised myself not to go online during weekdays to concentrat on my sch... n yesh..i didit..ahahs

so happie.. adlin n nas now oso lyk peterpan.. ahahs..now got fren readie.. last tym can only tok to myself bout de band.. so i changed my blog song since adlin has de same one.. its kukatakan dengan indah.. or shud i take akustatik? oso nice melodrama song.. ariel sounds real ahem.. *hot* ;p

so todae.. durin form class.. ivan n aiman gave a country name to evryone in class.. ahahs.. n im of cors germany.. ahahs.. n so de practically de whole world is in 4t2.. n i especiali lyk de reason dey called tis guy egypt.. ahahs.. shant say hu..

okay recap of de week..

~mon: nuthin special happen

~tues: my self esteem plummeled frm o to -100.. it wus a long day.. sumfink not relli pleasin happen.. long day i guess..i had a gut cry aft tt.. in my room of cors..

~wed: self esteem went so high.. wus damn nervous fur my public speaking.. buden erm ..lets jus say i startd wif a BANG n did quite gut..;p

n mrs hoe saed i cud get a full 10 hadnt i stumbled a bit towards de end.. so i got a 9!!! ahahs.. so happie.. n quite a few ppl complimented..

nxt sat gonna watch my sister's play at sch.. xcited fur her.. n shes borrowin my black coat.. dang. it looks better on her..

so.. gonna use de weekend well n start studyin..

wus my eyes playin tricks on me?

2005-02-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

started the day at orchard mrt at 8. yuting, jingyi n adeline wus alreadi der.. we wer vehh earli acherlli.. but it wus cool. we stood at de entrance of de mrt station n at firs it wus rather difficult fur me to ask fur donation. but i soon got de hang of it. here's a few tings i learnt..

~some ppl r relli generous n vehh nice..

~some ppl get vehh irritated easily

~some ppl r vehh gut at makin deir faces stoned.

~many kids find stickers fascinating.

~u can hook up parents to donate by approachin de kids

~kids always have to trail/chase after deir parents hus always walkin ahead of dem poor lil tots..

n yesh, der wus a few eye candy here n der.. xpats' sons..[generous blokes] xpat's demselves..ahahs.. n seriously.i need to go out more often cos im rather street dumb..dunno wic places r wic..2 hrs aft standin n gettin our legs cramped, we decided to go to taka n we had brunch.. aft tt, we went to bugis.wrong choice.

de whole of bugis wus lyk crowded wif students askin fur donations.frm de same body summor.. so ppl wer practically pastin de stickers as a form of 'protection' frm de mob of students askin fur donations..ahahs.

had great fun wit de gerls.. all vehh 'strategic' in plannin wer to stand to ask fur donations.. esp jingyi..ahahs..she noes de streets incredibly well*thumbs up*. n der wus even tis guy hu started a conversation wif us..or rather wif himself, wen we went to rest at tis mall..at firs, he wus complimentin us on doin such a gut deed.. den he started tokin bout de benefits of doin charity werk.. how it helps u in society..blablabla..buden ok larhs.. hes rather..erm.. friendly i shall say..

n yesh!!! de highlight of de whole day!! ahahs..

i saw andika peterpan!!!

*screams hysterically*

saw him at tis small shop in de novelty shops in de lanes at bugis.. caught his face lookin rather constipated tho.. i wus walkin wif jingyi n angela tt tym.. n i lyk turnd my head to look back.. buden not vehh sure it wus him..

yesh.. at firs i tot i wus daydreamin or sumfink..so i jus passed it off. but come to think of it, it mite be him lerhs..i mean, its possible since peterpan came to spore to perform at suntec city fur APM jus yesterdae..not sure lerhs...buden his not de member im crazy bout anyway..but come to tink of it.. he looks better in person...ahahs...

wus it peterpan? if it was andika, ariel or uki cud be around der too.. sobx..i'll never noe.. killin me cos i diden go n find out..arrrgghhh..or even if i had a camera at tt tym..shucks..wad r de odds..i had deir album in my bag tho.. if it wus dem, shud have at least asked dem fur deir autograph

too bad he wus alone..n how i relli wish it wus ariel or uki instead.. hais..bet nobody noes hu im tokin bout..

nemind.. if dey ever had another performance in spore nxt tym, im gonna go.. *wish upon a star*

so durin de trip back home, i listened to peterpan on my discman.. ahahs..have to admit.. wus sorta in my jiwang moment.. hais.. things cud be differen.. buden arhs.. wad if it wus peterpan? wad if i had at least approached dem to find out? buden if it wus not,haiyos.. paiseh wan..

peTerPan wus suPerb

2005-02-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

jus watched apm.. tt malay awards show thingy.. its still on buden i alreadi watched de band tt i wanted to see.. ahahs..peterpan rox! dey sang onlie one song.. de mungkin bila nanti song.. so nicee.. i wus meltin still tho ive heard de song lyk a thousand tyms..ahahs.. n ariel can sing live relli well..ahahs..hes sho cute.. my sis tinks he dusen look gut.. i tink many tink tt too.. but to me his reeeaaal gut-lookin.. almos look lyk tis guy in sch..ahahs..

dey shud have sang de other song too.. kukatakan dengan indah..oso vehh sweet.. yeps..its playin in mah blog fur de moment.. ahahs..de song rather jiwang. inoe.. but carn hep it mah..

taufiks rendition of ramli sarip's song was nicee tho it wus in danger of bein a lil too squeeky.. but he pulled it off well..ahahs..hair kinda farnie tho.. buden still lookin gut..ahahs

kris dayanti n siti oso make a great duo..dey sound so power singin cobalah untuk setia n hanyalah dia...erms.. de apm wus more cheery den last yrs..more stars.. buden spore's representatives.. not so varied.. n de onlie singers wer practically bhumiband of wic ive never heard deir song at all..

tmr gort flag day.. lyk lazy to go.. gonna go town area to ask fur donation.. hope it turns out okae larhs.. den if nuthin to do can sidetrack to de malls der..

ariel still looks gut..

2005-02-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

o gosh.. guilt is kickin in.. im suppos to be havin my tuition class now.. but wells.. heres wad happened.. aft sch, rushed home to be home by 3.. had lunch, cleaned up de usual n at 3.55, tot of goin to take a nap fur lyk 5 mins.. no one wus home n my tuition teacher was suppos to come at 4.. so can sorta guess wad hapened.. kak munira was ringin on de door n i diden realise at all... so i practically locked her out of my home.. lyk oh god.. y im lidat wan.. i slept lyk a log.. den i eventualli woke up at 4.35.. tinkin y she still haven come.. den i must have been half a sleep cos aft tt i realise i wus on de phone.. n it wus kak munira.. she wus lyk, rina, i knocked on ur door for 10 mins but nobody answerd.. wus an1one home?

so i actd real blur n i wusen lyin bout it.. i fully woke up by then.. den she saed, she had waited fur sumtym but nobody answerd.. so i told her tt i wus sleepin.. i mus have saed sorri lyk a thousand tyms.. den she saed den she had aleadi left cos she got sumplace to attend.. oiihs.. feel relllli bad.. she wusen suppos to come todae cos my sis was not at home either.. buden she decided to come to hep me wit de a maths test tmr... argghhs.. feel sho bad wan.. n she even offered not to b paid fur tis xtra lesson since its onlie fur me n onlie lasts fur an hr...hais.. nemind.. nxt wk gonna sae sorry to her again..

kaekae... gotta go study fur bio n amaths test..

2005-02-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

yesh.. i wus bz changin my blog wen i shud be studyin fur my bio n a maths test ... wus lookin fur peterpan.. n i found it!!ahs..took me days lerhs.. den got hooked n decided to change de whole blog cos tot tt de old pic mite be a lil to censored..

2005-02-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

haiyos.. no tym to tok bout de cny visit ryt now.. but it wus nice.. i wore a red blouse n matchin red headscarf tinkin many wud wear red too.. stoopid me..onlie me, angela n shijia wore red.. michelle wore an almos red shirt too.. buden ohkies larhs..at least got fren..

n yesh.. im gonna die fur de common test wk.. never use my tym properli.. homewerk oso neber relli finish..n i watched shutter at home.. damn scariee.. spent mos of de tym closin my eyes den askin 'wad happen..wad happen' to my mom n sis aft dey screamed deir heads off.. n yesh.. de photographer was cute..ahahs..eye candy.. ;p

went online on n off on sat nyt..den abt midnite went online again.. ahahs.. chat wit an old fren n wit my bro cussin.. stay up late to watch soccer wan.. haiyos..id rather sleep.. no offence but i dun relli get soccer..

prepared gifts fur valentines..never did it b4.. but ohky larhs.. got budget oso.. only givin gut frens.. if ders enuff.. n its hersheys kisses! aww.. im shoo nicee ahahs.. its wrapped in tis small packages wit a pink.. yesh pink ribbon.. i noe im gonna pls sum ppl wif tt.. ryt nas? *winks

surfed last nyt.. found out tt de love of my life, ariel peterpan..ahahs.. hes married! shucks.. apparently he impregnated a gerl, his ex, n der wus such big news bout it.. so he finally married her.. sum tym late last jan.. but pity his present-now-ex- gerl hus a model actress.. pretty too... buden ppl move on.. n he even got sick n fainted in durin one of his concerts sent to hospital wan.. woahs.. sick until liddat.. ariel!! y liddat wan.. hes only 24.. buden its his private life so no comment.. gonna keep on supportin peterpan tho..so ohkays larhs.. carn belief ariel is gonna be a father in lyk.. 4 mths tym?..hais wish him all de best..

cuden get to download peterpans song frm jiwang org.. shucks ..sumfinks wrong wit de site.. but dun get me wrong.. de song is not tt jiwang.. n im not a jiwang person.. so.. ariel hus real name is nazriel irfan (original name sounds nicer ryt?) is no longer meant fur me.. oh wells..

2005-02-12T12:35:00.000+08:00

mom just bought new vcds..ghost stories of cors.. got shutter, ouija board, doll master n garfield.. yesh i noe.. garfield's not a ghost story..buden its quite nice issit? tmr i mite go fur Cny at mrs hoe, mrs poh n chin.. haven confirm wad to wear lerhs.. not much choice of clothes either.. gonna wear my sis's red blouse..i tink.. dunno if i can mingle wit such a huge lot.. hope it goes well larhs..

read tis article bout tis athlete hus gender is acherlli unknown.. he wus born wit male n female genitals n diden get a proper treatment frm his tradisional doc.. so hes half male..half female.. hes got de body, voice n character of woman n even had a bf..yet he diden go to jail bcos of tis offence he commit cos dey cuden relli decide wheter to put him in de female or male cell..haha.. but on de other side.. its sad tt such things occur.. i mean he/she diden ask fur to be born liddat..society is relli impt to give de proper help but not deprive him/her jus bcos of his looks n gender crisis.. wic reminds me of tt guy in ami hu had a female voice wit female character.. buden had de built of a guy..its so sad lerhs.. i noe of such tings.. my uncle had tt prob too.. but now hes fine, tho a lil bit soft, n happily engaged to a gerl hus apparently a bit tomboyish..ahahs..cute couple tho..

oh yes..n my moms screamin away watchin doll master..n its scarin me.. n im not even watching it.. watderhell...dolls scare de hell out of me.. esp de vehh plasticiy one.. ;p

n yesh..peterpan rox.. im in a craze fur indon songs now.. but its so difficult to find indon mp3 songs..wanna look for krisdayanti's cobalah untuk setia n so7's penjantan tangguh.. anibodi hav? gimme..

tot of sam a lil.. wonder wad happened to him..

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ariel peterpan is so meant fur me..hehe

2005-02-11T08:30:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr selamat tahun baru muharram to evryone..haha..

my family wit my uncle,aunt n cussin went to JB yesterdae, to get some things for my other cussin hus gettin married in june.. so we left early at round 7 n had breakfast at tis eating place in jb.. my dad ran into sum of his frens n my sis acherlli saw sum1... it wus de x-crush my sis n i had lyk 3 yrs ago.. wad were de odds? lets jus call him sam... hes my dad's client's son hum we met wen dey came over fur hari raya wen i wus in sec 1... n my sis n i went to tis seminar wit him n his cus thru my dad's recommendation.. so its lyk we tot he was nice n all..de usual larhs..

sam diden change much except tt his more buff now.. ns mebbe? or yarhs..he shud be 19 now..old ryt? but im not any younger either.. hes got a bit darker n not as pale as b4.. unfortunately, my dad diden see his dad, n vice versa.. n my sis n i carn possibly tell my dad.. it'd be as tho woah we rmb him frm tt many yrs ago?hmms.. so i had my breakfast constanly sneakin glances..hehe.. buden his dad kept blockin tho..shucks.n so, my sis n i got a betta, closer look wen we saw him again while headin fur de toilet..shucks.hes damn cute ;p. did he acherlli recognise us? we'll never noe..buden until we finished our meal never once did any party realised each other. y mus my dad not realise him? arghh.. n so my sis n i saw sam n his family drive off in their black car, n de worst feelin came..we'll prolly never see him again..hais.. wat to do.. jus wish him well larhs.. n acherlli his real name is sameer.. sounds hindustanish? mebbe..

so we went to larkin, den kota tinggi n finally to angsana.. i got a new watch while at larkin.. n guess wad colour it it? haha..orange of cors.... my other sistas got deir watches too.. at kota tinggi..it wus damn hot.. so all de young ppl includin my dad had chendol..aaahh..coolin lerhs.. buden i had brainfreeze at firs cos de chendol so cold..ahahs.. so at kota tinggi i got a new pair of black jeans..haha..pity my dad..while my mum n aunt went off lookin for wedding stuff, he accompanied me to tis clothing store n he actually dozed off outside the store while my sis n i were browsing thru de clothes.. n wen it wus tym to pay, had to wake him up to ask for money..hehe.. de price quite okay larhs..

at angsana, i got a new long sleeved shirt.. dull green in colour n it had tis belt look alike at its waist..real nicee.. den my sis got her pair of jeans n oso bought the black version of my shirt.. kpo.. my mom n aunt finally got wad dey wanted at angsana.. so we had dinner dere too.. my cussin summor..man..he eats alot!..guys r lyk tt i suppos? he ate lyk a few dishes for breakfast n had chicken rice, wantan mee, double king burger ramlee, all during dinner.. it's lyk woah.. haha growin boy i guess..

wen we wer headin hom n about to get in our car.. we heard xplosions.. at firs tot wad.. but it wus acherlli fire werks! uber cool.. so we all stood outside our car n could see de fire werks pretty close.. it wus b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. ahahs.. prolly had de firewerks cos of chinese new yr wic coincide wif de new yr for de islamic calender as well..haha..

n oh yarhs! de highlight of de whole trip.. i got Peterpan's CD! *screams lyk psychotic female fan* ahahs.... but relli it wus so nice of my dad to let me have it.. so.. u can guess wad i did wen i wantd to got to sleep tt nite..yesh.. listened to peterpan boomin on my discman.. ahahs..bliss..

i got de 2nd album for peter pan wic cost lyk 30 ringgit but it wus worth it.. de songs r relli cool.. n yeh! ariel is so hot! i mean.. he created n wrote 9 out of 10 songs in de album...hmms.. a talented cowok (guy) n looks uber good.. n its a gut sign tt his name is almost similar to my horoscope....haish.. he 's so meant for me..ahahs.. Ariel. a crooner, a rocker, n a poet at heart.. lub him!

n now im feelin a lil guilt trip cos i made my parents spend so much on my tings..shucks

2005-02-08T14:05:00.000+08:00

gotta... ....... .....stop... ..... .... ..... bloggin.. ......

common test comin up..

2005-02-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

had a great dae at west coast park wit mah family.. buden my thighs r achin now!..had climbed de spidey structure thingy..climbed almos to de top..my other sistas did wif my dad.. my mum only graduated at the 2nd level...haha..gut try tho..so..practiclly de whole family climbed de spidey structure n den other families joined too..haha..fun lerhs..my dad even met his fren while climbin de structure..he arhs..hehs.. tu lah rina..last tym dowan to play at de playground..now tt im less timid, im oso more achy all over..haiyos..im onlie 15 feel lyk 5o..sheesh age is catchin up fast..

at bout 8 my dad called..he had jus finished an appointment n asked me to get ready to go buy my sports shoes..haha happie.. daddy damn bz but cud make tym for tis..haha lub ya...so ya.. went to sportslink at cck stadium cos i read an advertisement bout de sale.. reached at bout 8.20..den found out de shop closes at 8.30! so vehh rushy larhs..buden i oso dowan to make de wrong choice.. so we stayed der til bout15 mins aft de shop suppos to close..we vehh troublesome ..buden de sales guy vehh nice wan.. dey gave me dunno-hus-used-socks to wear so i cud try de shoes.. of cors larhs washed mah feet aft tt.. but overalll quite happied larhs wif de shoe..quite ex tho but my dad saed its okae..so happie larhs...

now feelin all nostalgic..listenin to mariah carey songs n ronan keating..dunno why larhs..buden jus realised bringin on the heartbreak n always be my baby real niceee..shud listen..

2005-02-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

tt kid in front of me..arghh..so irritatin.. at firs ivan was tolerable buden todae he wus especially irritatin..aiman go n pass note to him frm de back n he tot i wus de one hu wrote it.. so..out of `anger` n trying to be funny, he tore de note into pieces n threw it at my face! n i was lyk wad the.. sheesh.. damn irritatin lerhs..noisy lyk shit. buden..he does look a lil bit lyk LL cool J..xcept tt Ll is gut lookin n taller.. i wun be surprised if he gets a black eye or lose a few limbs or 2 bcos of his foul mouth.. mebbe it mite jus be frm me..hehe..ya ryyt.. i dun do tt.but i feel so hepless. i knew i cud do sumfink bout it but i diden..dumbass me.. ok, i admit i kinda almos cried wen ivan did tt..frust lerhs..den aiman felt sorri n wrote a note to sae sorry..haha..sweet but wusen necesary tho..

aft pe jus now tan tok bout de growin population in s'pore n de baby prob we have.. ok larhs..we sat at de court yard n mos of us brought our bottles.. den half hr later, we got up to go back to class.. n lyk woah.. mos of de seats got butt-shaped imprints on the bleachers tingy..haha.. we mus be relli sweaty up to our butts.. but ehs..mind u, my seat diden have any..

jus now my not-so-close cuzzin came over wif 2 men to sell sumfink.. de 2 men..hehe eye candy.. one was chinese ..de other was an indian. den found out onlie later tt dey wer both malay..hehe..ader chan..tsktsk..rina hittin on older men..hehe..tried readin newspaper but....diden...ma..ke..it..hehe. 5 mins later, dozed off for lyk an hr or 2. haish..hopeles me..

2005-01-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

went out for breakfast/lunch at toa payoh.. we went to tis new food court at the hdb buildin thingy..relli nice place..almos evry stall der had halal fod..chinese food..indon food..western food..n even japanez1! wanted to try some jap cuisine but it sorta backfired. had dis jap dish wic was sumfink along the lines of rice wif salad.. it was in dis cool black plastic tray that had coleslaw topped with chicken bits.. n ders tofu wic tastes funny to me.. de soup was lyk vehh starchy as in the cloudy tingy is so saturated tt it siks to de bottom of de bowl..weird..but its ok lah.. tho id prefer the deeelicious chicken chop my sis had.. tried eating wif chopsticks but gave up halfway.. cuden get enuff rice out of de bowl..frustratin lerhs.. n ders oso watermellon in de meal ~_

went shoppin at de toa payoh center..relli fun..my mom n sis den went to dis lingerie shop..we were lyk ~aaaaahh! sale!` so i practically bout a whole new lingerie wardrobe..my sis n mom too.. i took about five sets..one for each day of the week..hehe.. n my sis bought dis funky striiikingly striped undies..5 of em! haha.. never felt so xcited buying undergarments..too bad nobody can see my new undies n ehem..hehe..

i oso finally got de career guide bk at dis newspper stand..680 lerhs..shudhave bought the one at sch..nemermind larhs..my dad paid fur it..n i evenbought de seventeen mag cos got a pic of taufique wif 2 damn lucky ladies..hais..wish i wus in deir place.. ohyaps..valentines comin up.. last yr some of my frens gave away sweets to de frens..sounds lyk frendship day to me.. mebbe i`ll do sumfink tis yr but dunoe larhs..it`ll be common test week..aarrghgh...haven revised fur it yet...gonna be a hell of a week den..betta start pilin de bks..ohs reminds me of de exam song my sis n i invented..

[sang to de tune of my girl]

muggin

muggin..

im tokin bout mugg-gi-i-in [in de background] muggin

got mah bks stacked up so high

got no choice ders EOY

oh muggin

muggin

muggin..

tt's only part of de song tt i rmb..

wanna sleep.nites

2005-01-29T10:02:00.000+08:00

my sis jus got back frm OBs..

n guess wad? she had de same instructor as me!tt is, a yr ago larhs.. n tt makes kelvin de instructor hu had 3 ppl hu wer acherlli relatives.. my cus adam oso had de same instructor. n kelvin acherlli rmbd me as the quiet gerl. watderhell..guess its true.hehe.. n my sis oso got tricked jus lyk adam n me. he practically told de same lie to evry watch he had.. he told us tt he was a thai hu had a wife, an obs instructor at obs thailand. de funny ting is, evry single one of his watch bought his lie, until he breaks de truth to u. n u'd go `i carn belief i believed him!?` haha.not surprising..my sis worse lerhs.. she diden noe tt he wusen a thai n married to one.. n wen i told her tt, she wus lyk wad?!..

saed tt she shud have listened to me tell her bout him back durin dos days wen i jus got back frm obs..den at least she wun be tricked... buden, come to tink of it, altho all 3 of us had him fur our instructor, all of us will never see him again cos hes practically stuck at ubin.. but hu noes, mebbe he`ll come back to civilisation one day n we mite run into him..wif ah ju!haha..

his fiance lorhs.. mebbe by den dey'd be married..n my sis gave me his frenster acct..gonna add him, i guess den mebbe can tell all de dhanabalan ppl

oh ya. n my sis was in lincoln ..she diden come back any darker altho she wus in de mobile camp... mebbe shes alreadi at the optimum pt of her dark complexion so cannot get darker lorhs.. tak sembahyang pun dire.tsktsk. she had only 2 mosquito bites...lucky gerl..not a single pimple either..shucks.

but she did come back wif a rope burn on her right arm.ouch. other than that, shes looks as per normal.. hmph.gut for her..

yesterdae at sch got dis career guide bk on sale..cheap wan.. 5 dolar den got lucky draw to win an ipod... n i tot itd be gut fur me since i dun even have an ambition...

buden i cuden buy cos no money. haish..nemermind.. dey sae can get at toa payoh... n tts near my dad's office so mebbe one day can go der wif him n buy larhs..but itll be more ex of cors.wanna do home werk..gotta make gut use of my weekend...

2005-01-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

yeeaaa!!! my sis, the sec 3 one, wont be home for lyk 5 days..shes away at OBS..haha.if shes in the mobile camp, tough luck. alreadi told her to be prepared to come back home way darker than she alreadi is.. i advised her to wear lotsa sunblock tho.. she dreaded going today n all of us had a family dinner at west coast at around 9.30..

sis wanted to eat black pepper steak cos she had a feeling she wun be able to eat gut food for days..buden her craving was not to be. the only stall selling steak ran out of black pepper sauce!haha. serves her ryt. but looking at the brighter side of things, shes confident that shell lose some xtra kgs.. ya..thats if ure in mobile. residential makes u gain an xtra pounds.. oh ya, n im hoping shell come back with a few new pimples..hahs..mean of me.. but hey, her skin's flawless..it wuden do harm to have few or 2. yipes! haven finish lit hw. wanna watch desperate housewifes later at 10. seems pretty good.. n i haven wrote a letter to my mortal either. shucks. so much time, so little to do; wait. scratch that. reverse it. haha..love that verse.

2005-01-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

been a long tym since i firs blogged huh..
did nuthin much todae..homework n stuff..but yesterdae was quite nice lerhs..had a nice day wit my family.but of course, its hari raya haji..had breakfast wif de whole family n watched nice shows. den later at around 3 we went to the yacht club to have ice cream. woah, rina has membership at a yacht club.. not relly. my dad got a free membership wit de yacht club after he bought the new car. n now he has to practically spend over 30 dollars a month to fulfill the requirements of the club or else.. or else what? i oso dunno. but my dad makes sure he spent the money hes suppos to. But de place is not too shabby either. pretty cool, in fact. the restaurant overlooks the seas and you can see yachts docked there. too bad none of them are ours. the food at the resaturant oso not halal. so we could only eat the desserts since thats the only halal thing there..but its fine wif me cos de place relli relaxing.. n got quite a few xpats der too. no eye candy tho..all middle-aged men..sighs.

after the short tea break at the club we went to queensway shoopping mall to buy my sports shoes. the parking lot damn packed n wen we finally got a parking spot, we were told not to stay more than 1/2 hr.how can one. so of course, i diden get to buy my shoes cos de place is way too packed. der was quite alot of choices but since i was not the sporty type, my sis ended up as the one ogling over the cool sports shoes n swearing after seeing the price. some were too cheap for their own gut, some wer still too ex.watderhell, next tym mebbe.

finally, went to my grandma's place n we had dinner der. 2 people saed i lost weight!haha..so happie wan.. buden i tink its just my baju kurung lerhs..nebermind.. den went to de playground wit my cussins in the middle of the nite..hehex fun. buden the only ting that irritate me was my contacts.. eyes vehh dry n tired..not a nice feeling..den read digital fortress bfor going too bed. story real thrilling man..kept ahh~ing n wad the~ing wif the tings happening.sheesh.read till around 1 plus..n den dozed off.

2004-12-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

dis morning suddenly i receivd a call frm fahimah..we're gonna have a picnic! its tmoro n it will be at pasir ris..okay larhs..but i tink its too far away. i mean having to drag all the picnic stuffs and all..
im xcited in a way buden im dead broke..so i guess i gotta dig deep into my piggy bank. its gonna be potluck so i gotta bting some food. at firs i tot of bringin sandwiches but it wus already taken..drinks oso cheaper.
buden i had actually volunteered to bring fried mee..so.ingredients wud cost und stuff..

buden thank gutness! my mom wus in a gut mood n offered to buy de ingredients for me. n shes cookin! my mums cookin bueh tahan jugak but knowin her, she tends to cook more den needed. n den wen the food dat i bring dusen finish, ill have a guilt trip n have trouble thinkin of what to do wif the xtra food. lyk the last tym. dere wus dis whole container of leftover fried mee. i wanted to bring only one but she made me bring 2.
in de end, i had to smuggle de whole container of food into my room n gorge it down to make it look as tho at least some of the food was finished. tts dumb ryt? but i carn help it. dunwan to make my mom feel bad.

ohwells, fahimahs plannin the picnic..n she made each of us do a short list talking about our own characters so tt we cud play a game later. hopes she plans well. oh ya, n dey're tinkin of swimmin too. i dunch know whether ill be swimmin cos ill be wearin my headscarf n stuff. mebbe jus play wit de water larhs. oh ya..wad shud i wear? kaes. gotta tink of sumtink to wear..

so. hows my firs post? i now its kinda boring n stuff..but hey, im still new..