tmr.. de dae tt i fear.gonna get moz of de results tmr n i noe it isnt gut.but i noe i sorta deserved it. neva study consistently.wish i did. less den half de yr to de big o. not readie fur it. my phys teacher oreadi called me out to attend xtra lessons durin de hols.dang.dowanna go.but fur de sake of doin well, muz go.aarghs.de dsa xercise.shud i apply? wahahs.cant larhs. nuthin to offer.wish i had more ccas or had been more active. eH. wishin to much. hmms... ok.. i tink im finally gonna listen to de motivational cd my dad has been bugging me to listen to. hope it heps. self esteem or sumfink.

niwaes, my cussins wedding comin up dis june. tis wedding is kinda of a complicated wedding. cos my cussins godparents hu raised him, [aka aunt n uncle] r organising de thing. scared his parents not sho happy.arghs. hope it turns out well. n im gonna be one of de gerls givin out de goodies to de guests. so muz werk to look gut.ahahs.impossible ryt? nah, jus gonna keep up my weight n get rid of as many spots as possible. sheesh.tis problem has been bugging me since lyk, 10? yesh got it since i wus tt young. dunno y. raging hormones.ahahs.

n yesh.. de m'sia trip! ahahs.gonna go wif my biG family of realtives frm both sides.had one last yr n it wus a blast! so many fun n farnie things happened. jus a short 3 daes during de wkends, yeah, tts it. gonna go to a water themepark in kl n timesquare. acherlli. mite as well go sunway. buden shud tryout new rides i guess. i so misS de rollercoasters.. ahahs. big fan of it. its lyk de ideal wae to let out ur emotions .yesh. de heart-sink-to-stomach is such a great feelin.ahahs.

my backache ish killin me. gawd sumtyms i feel lyk aging too fast fur my age. only 16 n i have tis regular pains on my back. hope its nuthin serious. my mums been givin me massages.yeah. dos relli painful, [tradisional?] ones wer de masseuse steps on ur body wit de feet. youch hurts. but relli. its a love hate kinda thing. feel great afterwards. tryin to drink more milk. not a fan of dairy products tho.

gonna start afresh. i want to study rellli hard fur Os.tt means, less tv.. aarghs.dunno if i can do it. so many nice shows all dae round. hmms.. sumtyms sacrifices r necessary. still tinking of wad i wanna pursue as a career.uhuh. de future is scary. cud be brite or bleak. wad happened to my old ambitions? wen i wus younger, n more innocent, wanted to be a nurse. den a teacher. den a scientist. now? not a clue.